2011

it has been so LONG since i last blogged! i cant believe i'm doing this now again. just had this sudden urge to click in the link this evening. this boring tuesday - a rare day i have all to myself.

in fact i'm a little taken by surprise this blog still exist, that it hasnt been deactivated or that i havent forgotten the password to it.

so what has happened or changed since last june?

i've picked up golf - albeit i still sucked at it and dont seemed to have made any progress as compared to the first time i picked up the golf club

i started playing piano and i love it. it's my respite from the world. it's just me and my music, and i totally want to immerse myself in it.

i celebrated my 26th bday.

we celebrated his 27th bday.

we went to egypt and back.

i went to hokkaido, skiied and practically rolled/walked down the hill.

jas is married, and pregnant.

we went to malacca, bf, myself, jas and adrian.

i plucked out my widsom teeth, the left side.

things that havent changed:

i'm still working in toshiba.

i'm still with bf lee.

i'm still me.

i'm still the same old, dissatisfied, goal-less, direction-less girl/woman.

"cos you're amazing..just the way you are..."

somehow, sometimes, i long for someone to say that to me. that i'm ok just being the ME now. that i'm all good and i dont have to change anything about myself.

sigh.