same same but different

it has been so long since i last blogged. lazy, tired, and lack of inspiration to pen down thoughts.

was looking through my facebook photos, particularly albums of days spent in the states after graduation. washington, nyc, universal studios, disneyworld... makes me wonder..GOSH, has it only been 3 years?? i visited those places in Aug 2007, but it feels so damn long ago. i looked so YOUNG then. oh alright, i probably dont look that different, but i looked so youthful, glowing and happy. it's like...same same but different.

shucks, what i would give to go back to that time...

and knowing that i cant never relive those days, just makes this whole situation more tragic.

surely, i will still have happy days ahead, but it wont be in the same manner. it wont be the same kind of carefree, i-dont-have-to-give-a-damn-about-anything-in-the-world kind of happiness...