Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Hectic

I know it has been a long time since i last blog.. actually there were a few times when I started writing a few sentences on the blog and then stopped cos I didn't know how to continue...

Life is hectic these days and a lot of things have changed and happened. Good stuff bad stuff sad stuff happy stuff.. Days are racing, I'm struggling to keep up, so much so that I'm sick, again. What's wrong with me, I used to be pretty fit..

5th to 10th July was the NUS Sports Camp. I had loads of fun and made a lot of friends. I love the people in my group, and not to mention my very fantastic ogls. We get along really well, and we have had quite a considerable number of outings since then, considering it has only been a week since camp ended. We have been to KTV at kbox and sunlight plaza, a supper marathon at chomp chomp, geylang and ecp, supper at newton circus, dinner at billy bombers, marche, nydc, pastamania, far east..whoa..

I'm setting my own personal record: I haven't been home before 11pm since then..staying out late almost everyday..

God is fair huh, sad things happen simultaneously. Sometimes I marvel at myself, I seem to be able to compartmentalise my thoughts, an area for sad thoughts, that corner for happy memories, the ceiling storing embarrassing moments.. I dived into whichever corner I wish at whatever times, shutting out the rest as and when I wish.. To draw strength, to give myself strength, to stop weak tears from flowing, to forgive myself.. Don't bother if you don't know what I'm talking about. I just need a place for me to express my feelings..

I'll be checking into eusoff hall on thurs..looks like i'm going to be really really busy once more...