Saturday, December 31, 2005

underwater world


hello hello!!

fishie

touchie touchie

giant crab

my fav: seadragon!

jellyfish swimming

a mass of brain cells

:)

:)

finding nemo

fascination!

moray eel

bitten!
today wasnt a very good day. i'm becoming more and more 'microscopic'..as dear says. getting irritated by the slightest bit of thing that goes wrong. i'm sorry, bf. seems like you bore the brunt of my insensivity. i'm sorry. :(

anyway we went sentosa to recce. made a few enquires on whether the beach can be used for bbq purposes or whatsoever. made plans for my bday party. haiz. headaches, headaches and more headaches. let's just hope everything will go well on mon.

TO ALL INVITED to my party: YOU better turn UP!!!

we went underwater after that. haha. IT was sooooooooooooooo crowded. pretty fun. been ages since we've both been there. will post up the pics soon. :)

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

have faith in me, please..

disappointed, yes.
hurt, very.
sad, no doubts.

i dont give a damn abt what other people think.
truly i dont.
i mean wouldnt i lead a very tiring life,
if i have to answer to the whole world.
i only care abt what YOU think..
and what that hurts most,
is that you didnt believe in me..
you didnt believe in me enough to answer your own question.
a question i thought was redundant,
a question i thought our friendship was more than enough to answer for itself...

so i supposed i was wrong..
the faith i had in us was..overrated.
so when i saw those puny words across the screen,
my heart broke
my tears fell
you wouldnt know..would you..

perhaps it was my fault too..
i'm no saint,
but i'm not evil.
i can be selfish,
but i'm not pathetic.
i've my pride,
and so i say to you
i will never, ever stoop down to that level.

you said you just wanted to hear it from me
though i still have my doubts
i accept your reasons
because i treasure our friendship
n this isnt enough reason to say the end
all i ask for..
is for you to have faith in me, please..

you're forgiven..
and i'm sorry too for ever giving you reason to doubt me.

p.s: to the person who has been poisoning my friends with unkind rumours: may you choke on your own saliva and a thousand fleas attack your armpits!!!

tears in heaven



Tuesday, December 27, 2005

thank you if you thought i could be so devious...
i've never thought so highly of myself...

honestly i thought you knew me better than that.

Monday, December 26, 2005

my xmas n days after

my fav xmas pressies..
hugo boss perfume..intense..
godfather dvd series which dear spent so long looking for!!!

thanks dear. i love them. :)

spent a quiet christmas with dear. we drove through orchard though and boy am i glad that i wasnt part of the crowd. there were literally people standing at every inch of the ground.


light up my xmas


oi get off the road lah!


people everywhere..

went mos last night. biggie place! i thought the design of the whole place was really nice..like the decor, walls, tables, seats, lighting..better than zouk's! but the drinks were so freaking expensive. $40 for one jug of house pour? helloooo... money dont drop down from sky. yup so i didnt drink a single drop of alcohol last night. maybe that was why i was soooooooooo bored and left at 1am. and maybe that's why the music sounded so sucky to me. reto doesnt sound retro-ish, r&b doesnt sound very hiphopish.. ahh worst clubbing session ever.

accompanied dear to buy the psp (playstation portable) that he has been dying to have. i dont know what is with guys and electronic gadgets..i'll never spend so much on a..plastic piece of machinery. haha maybe that's why guys dont understand why girls have to spend so much moeny on bags and heels when they all look the same to them.



we watched narnia. it was alright..a little disappointing cos it wasnt as wow-ing as the trailer had made it seem like. was kind of draggy and slow to start with and both of us nearly drifted off into lala-land.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

back from paradise, back to civilised! - bintan

mayang sari resort...

my paradise








minee


enjoying a moment of peace


relaxing


the resort has really cute names for their rooms, like bumblebee, stingray, dolphin, starfish etc..ours was seaturtle!

our room



not exactly shangri-la..but still very comfy!!!


netted!


gay!


UFO!!!


smilies

pool at nirwana resort..

babes and hunks


girls unite


a humongous lizard that was found swimming in the pool! a korean man was shocked out of his life when he realised it was swimming just inches away from him.


parallels - the sea and the pool


cheeseee


bubbly


life size chess


hey koi


dinner


cheers


lovely band that went to every single table and performed 2 songs each time. they are the reason why we went there on both nights..


acting cute

dinner at kelong restaurant..

starting the feast


foooood


double date
bday wishlist:

1. camera
2. handphone
3. perfume - got it!
4. baggie
5. bras
6. clothes, clothes and more clothes
7. free manicure + pedicure + cut + dye hair voucher
8. curler
9. eyeliner
10. slippers + heels
11. around-the-world air ticket
12. feet scrub
13. bikini
14. little black dress, white dress

not too much to ask for right?

Friday, December 23, 2005

have you ever been so awestruck by the beauty and tranquility of a place that you just cant bear to tear your eyes away from the scenery? that was how i felt when i was sitting on one of the deck chairs by the beach at bintan. a moment of peace, where you're allowed to believe that troubles and complications are non-existent. for the moment, i just stared long and hard, snapped a mental picture in my head, and froze this piece of the moment forever in my memory.

have you ever wished you could stay at a place forever, but yet deep inside you know you still want to go back home, where you really belong? like a string pulled taut on both ends.. hmm know what i mean?

bintan was fabulous. more pictures coming up.

KL

setting out on our journey



a nice car we saw at the causeway, it's a lotus elise!!! see i'm sooo smartt!! hehe..