a bad lover

it's a love affair turned sour.

we entered this relationship with so much hopes and expectations, excitement and anticipation, only to have been let down time and time again.

promises were made, but never delivered. efforts were taken for granted, and rewards were negligible.

we head on directionless, trying to make sense out of what was happening.

we chose to believe that if we showered it with love, this love would reciprocate one day.

for me, it was plainly love at first sight. but yet, who doesnt know that love has to be earned.

disappointment has eroded any expectations or illusions we once idealistically had.

i officially have - zero expectations.

the last straw came, that act of plain cruelty.

we understood it was necessary and inevitable. it was the lack of compassion and consideration that chilled us.

now the time has come for us to seek new lovers, and hopefully, we can find the right wife before this one ditches us.

to greener pastures.

chasing butterflies.

why does it seem like i'll never get close enough?

why does it seem like an eternity away?

ex-msu gathering at Lunar

it was nice seeing everyone after so long!