if it's physically possible, i would like to shake you..shake you sooo hard that you'll wake up to your senses, and stop living in the dream world you've constructed. i understand, it's a sad thing, it's ok to be sad. it hurts, it's ok to be hurt. it's ok to have regrets, it's ok to cry, it's ok..to be a lot of things.. but it's so NOT ok to be so selfish to think about you, you and you only. so you think your life revolves around you only? all your friends around you are invisible? all the times we spent talking to you, giving you what we feel is constructive advice, only to have them flanged away like some useless piece of junk, you dismissing them away easily, thinking the whole world is against you and you stand alone, when our intentions are exactly the opposite.

WAKE UP. WAKE UP. your life is worth much more than that. please...