i started reading her blog again. the past entries. their past history. say i'm bored.. yes i am.. i dont know why i had this sudden urge to click on those links again. the radio is playing 'ting hai'.. my heart is sinking.. an inch by an inch.. see what i mean? i am becoming insane. why do people like depressing themselves? sigh die i dont like to play pool. and i usually dont drive my dad's car out, even though i have a license. correction: i've never driven my dad's car out alone before. i'm insanely insane. OK. n i havent gotten any work done. AGAIN. argh. what the hell. i feel like jumping into a pool. ok i've decided to stop becoming such a bai zhi. i am going to watch the 9pm show now.