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and damn, now is the time to visit the states manz, with the US dollar falling. hehe..so terence, i owe you less money than i actually did a month ago. :p

trying to meet up with friends i havent met up for a while. met andre and marvin at bala than zouk on fri, zx yesterday, and probably some more next week if possible, but schedule looks set to be tight. work is okay. i havent learn enough for work to reach the stage that it could be stressful. i think it's time i buck up and stop relying on other people for my own progress. if i want to know something, i got to FIND the answers for myself. i absolutely loathe this sort of dependence and having to be babysit-ed. one day...i'll be at the giving end instead of the receiving end.

plagued with doubts, but who wouldnt be? perhaps it might be a little too soon for it, but i cant stop my mind from churning. like a marriage that a man would occasionally asked himself whether he married the right woman, you know you love her but you wonder whether life could have been better if you had married someone else.