the pain lingers
whenever i see something that reminds me of you
but who am i to complain
if it hurts for me
it must hurt for you a thousand times more

compartmentalisation helps to cordon off the emotions
but does the incapability to feel
makes me little more than a robot?
or should i allow myself to be a human
and feel for what this relationship is worth

this is what happens when i have too much time, i think too much, and then i blog too much