i missed out one very important person..someone who couldnt be with me during the competition, though i know he would love to..someone who called me before the show, during the show and after the show, and had to tolerate my rantings almost every night..my bf dearest!! thank youu.. it's okay that you're not with me physically, cos i know spiritually you are, and i can feel it all the way from holland to singapore. :)