let's bitch

feeling a little weary now, which is strange, because i've hardly been indulging in any physical activities recently, unless you consider climbing stairs in school and walking to and fro from my home to the bus stop one.. speaking of which, i was real pissed off this morning because i actually dragged myself out of bed at 7am, left my place at 7.45am, only to catch 963 at 8.30am. freaking hell!! waited a whole 45 mins for a not-so-crowded bus that i could squeeze up onto. the woes of travelling at peak hour in the morning... reminds me again why i absolutely abhor doing office hours. reached school at 9am, missed half of the first lecture.

after which, i spent some hours in ck's room watching sex and the city on internet. "we're not stupid; we just dont have to use our brains," this quote stuck in my head. it was referring to an episode where men only date models. another one "have sex like a man"..haha..can women ever do that? get involved physically and then walk away after that as if nothing had happened...

went to pei dearie later in the afternoon. we didnt do much did we? but as usual we enjoyed each other's company. :) dearie's visa to holland was approved yesterday, and he will be leaving on the 31st jan tentatively. having mixed feelings about this. on one hand, i'm really happy for you, cos i know you'll be going there to experience a whole new culture, environment..make new friends, have loads and loads of fun....on the other hand..i'm gonna miss you. :( i'm afraid of loneliness, afraid that when i need comfort or support, you wont be there to keep me going.. sigh but haiya, i know i'll survive. independence day is approaching! 2 more weeks..and then 3 months of absence...

i'll feeling sleepy.