life these days

It's sat evening. A rainy afternoon. life has been pretty hectic with all the partying and working the previous days, hence explaining the lack of entries. so it was zouk on wed, which i have successfully managed to piss certain people off yet again. it was unintentional though, i must claim innocence over my insensitivity... followed by an awful thurs morning spent rolling around my bed, suffering from a spliting headache. thurs night: had my bikini catwalking session at carnaval, this cosy pub at chijmes. what can i say..sometimes it's just tough to draw a line between professionlism and maintaining your dignity. situations occur, you can only play by ear and cope with it the best you can. you only have yourself...

after work i made my first trip to bar none, a club at marriot hotel. this place is ruled by spgs and caucasians. felt slightly out of place with the norm crowd but yea, i'm beginning to feel that life is all about acting and blending in. there was a live band playing and they were fantastic. it was fun. not really the sort of fun you get when you hang out with close friends...a different kind..in the risk of sounding pretendious, i just felt i was under some sort of a facade the whole time.. like i'm not really me, i'm just pretending to be someone else. never mind, it's complicated.

and friday..to the birthday boy, be happy always! :)

and today, came back from a morning shoot at east coast. it went well, i hope. i was totally shacked out after that. came home, had lunch and before i know it, i concussed on the sofa.

the vacation is ending soon. it's time for me to get back to earth, and remember that i'm a student!