it has been 2 months, and i've stood by my promise that i won't fall into another relationship.. perhaps it's a bit still too short to be commendable.. i never expect myself to adopt such a pessimistic outlook in life. all those cliches..what..only live once, so live it happy...i've heard them before, and i believed in them. i try to uphold them.. but i am failing. failing pathetically. maybe i'll remain single for the rest of my life. ok some people are going to go "yah right". true..not very lilely.. but at least not in the near future.. love or be loved. can you believe that you can get hurt both ways? i'm so sick of it all. i'm so sick of hurting.
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how come the same thing every year?
perhaps i am right; perhaps i am wrong
but i do feel that you fear loneliness which is probably the reason why you 'fall' into relationships.
and i certainly never expect to hear such defeatist remarks from a person like you who is certainly not lacking in zest and vigour.
my advice to you: there is no need to get involved in a r/s to dispel the notion of so-called loneliness when u have a web of frens to fall on.
it hurts to hear you say such depressing lines as that you dun have frens because it pains me as a fren cos 1. you dun consider me and anyone else as frens or 2. we arent doing our part as frens.
cheerios.
rgds,
a.
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