get it back

was busy preparing the flyer for the upcoming nus matric fair today.

i remembered when i was a freshie, and was choosing a notebook to buy, i didnt even consider the specs. i was like,"oh this looks pretty nice," and i bought it.

and of course, another reason why i chose the notebook was cos jas bought the same one too. haha.

5 yrs later, i cant even switch it on now.

i wonder if students these days are as ignorant as i was then.

probably not. i've come to realise i'm not the typical customer of IT products and gadgets.

oh how times have changed. 5 yrs ago, $2.5k was considered the norm for a notebook. now, you can easily get a decent notebook for $1.2k or less.

yes, times have changed, for i realised i no longer know how to think like a student.

on another note, i'm feeling incompetent.

what's my excuse?

inexperience? laziness? lack of passion? lack of interest? lack of involvement?

or just to be extremely crude and honest: a lack of flair!

sigh. hopefully it's not the last conclusion.

true enough, i havent been put to the test.

let's just hope i'll live up to expectations when the test finally comes.

lately, i've been feeling restless. i feel a lack of fulfillment in life.

got to go out and get it all back!