spring cleaning is a painful process. you end up digging out old teddy bears and greeting cards that you thought are destined for the garbage dump, but end up feeling nostalgic when you really set eyes on them and the memories come flooding back.

cant bear to throw them away. ooh well.

anyways, after some soul searching, i realised i may indeed be the petty one. i am the one who is narrow minded and inflexible.

what others want to do, i can't control. i only have control over myself.

dont stoop down to her level.

sigh, so perhaps i will try. MAYBE PERHAPS SEE HOW.