people management or self management

late nights, fatigue and mounting pressure are making my fuse shorter and shorter. it's getting harder to keep my cool in place and to hide my frustration. i'm finding it harder to rationalise with myself the advantages of patience. it just doesnt pay off. this stems from my strength/weakness (you can call it either way) that i'm always on the ball, striving to push things forward, yet time and time again obstacles are hindering my intended progress.

sigh.


and that's why he said, people management is always the hardest of all. or perhaps, it's SELF-management that is the most difficult. you can't change others, so you can only change yourself.