crazy partying

i had a really really long saturday. gave tuition in the morning, then head down to far east to get some essential stuff for work later on and then rushed down to mediacorp for voice training. the entire morning was spent rushing from place to place. it's times like that i wish i have a car. the hours i would save from travelling if i have a car! after training i rushed down again for work at club street. it was boring boring boring.....but what to do, money doesnt drop down from the sky. thank god desmond came and entertained me for a while. thanks guy! appreciated.:)

work ended around midnight, thereafter i met up with alvin at zouk. that had to be the best part of the day! for once i could let my hair down, partied hard and not care about having to wake up early the next morning. we met up with adeline, whose husband is the owner of zouk! cool eh..she is one crazy woman man...but also plenty of good fun. we downed glasses after glasses of brandy, at least they did la, at an amazing speed. i was slowly sipping and taking my time haha. but it was the champagne we had after the brandy that really pushed us over the cliff. after we have had enough alcohol in our systems, we went to phuture. adeline and i started dancing on top of the dj console. it was crazzzzy and damn fun! she is a fantastic clubbing partner. alvin was shy so he stayed below and watched us haha. :)

cars and cars along club street

some of the girls are feeling rather affected by the nasty comments made by those bo liao people on some forums. i'm pretty much indifferent to those remarks, after all i've had experience already haha. those ignorant idiots..they have no idea how much it takes to be part of this show. it's easy to hide behind a monitor and criticize.. they think it's so easy huh! wait till they're in our shoes! i see how they'll manage.. bahz.

on another note, i'm feeling inadequate. :( i'm feeling lousy about myself. do you mind if i'm not a very bright person?

i realised i'm not a very expressive person. too many times i keep too many things inside myself. it doesnt mean i'm not thinking; it just means i'm not telling YOU what i'm thinking. i know it's not a good thing, because sometimes people need to know how i feel about things. but that's just me, i dont have the habit of voicing out my thoughts all the time...not that i'm fond of playing mind games. i dont!

and oh yes, this might be a bit late, to my bestie, miss jasmine sia shangjie: HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY!

we were at st james on fri night to celebrate. i swear that place is freaking crowded. it's irritating having to exit and queue outside again when we want to enter another room. we waited damn long to enter dragonfly. after a while it was just too exasperating so we left. the whole place is connected, why cant they just let us use the internal entrances??

best friends forever yeah!

i know life hasnt exactly been a bed of roses for you so far, but you got to be strong ya! must believe in yourself, that you'll be able to conquer whatever obstacles that life has in store for you. happy birthday girl!