last night

had dinner with ck, terence and erin at vivo last night. come to think of it, we rarely eat outside together ya? most of my memories of us eating together is in the science canteen haha. ate at this japanese restaurant called shikuyaki. exorbitant prices for portions which are disgustingly small. poor terence kept complaining he wasnt full...especially since he was busy studying for the microbio test and hadnt eaten for like..a day? the dinner was unsatisfying..still..dont we always say that the company matters more than the activity itself?

the dessert did helped a little..haagen daz ice cream was yummies. i made a mess of myself eating the single scoop midnight cookie and cream ice cream cone. the couple ordered a brownie and the fondue which everyone shared. ck had a sahara sth sth redbean, some blended ice cream that tasted very...red beanish. sinful....

oh yeah...thanks partner..for the treat......:)

me and ck made a trip down to thumper at goodwood park hotel with his cousin and friends. nice place..obviously caters to an older and more mature crowd though..music was good. had fun dancing...i'm sorry i was a little glum at times ya...things just ain't going right for me these days. as much as i want to throw away all troubles and play my heart and soul out, i couldnt do it..maybe a little bit more of alcohol last night would have helped...but chivas mixed with plain water certainly wont do the trick haha. i didnt want to get high last night, i had my exhibition to think about today.

nonetheless i did have fun. and i hope my mood didnt spoil yours , ck. :) considering the pole dances and all the flirting with the other girls...i dont think it did lar right..hahaha..:P

today's work was moderately boring. our skimpy attires were hardly appropriate for such a serious and formal exhibition. haiz but what to do..men will be men..cant wait for tmr to be over. thanks alan and phoa who dropped by after the shoot today. and ck who came..and waited a loong looooonnnnggg time for me to get my contact lens...heee..

i'm so tired now. emotionally drained really. i just want to go n sleep.

some optimism is good for life.

somehow this inverse relationship holds true sometimes..

..and it's something i've never stopped fearing...