just a day, just an ordinary day...

i realised i have this tendency to let people down, to disappoint them, to fail to meet up to their expectations of me...

i have this tendency to make people go,"haiz..yiming...", and then make them wonder why they still stick with me after all i've done...

like to mr andre teo, who named me someone who is always 'fashionably late, fashionably broke, and fashionably lost'...

like to ck and terence, who always let me copy the lab reports that they have painstakingly took much time and effort to complete..and always without complaints (well ok just a little sometimes, but i always know at the end of the day they'll aways relent and give in to me....)..

like to my dear bf, who has endured much shit with me..who has been 'forced' into accepting many things that other bfs wouldnt have been able to tolerate, simply because i'm his gf...


distort my face for being a bad girl!

and to the rest of the many people out there.....

i'm not a bad person. i have no intentions to make use of anyone. just that sometimes because of my stubborness, i give out the wrong vibes.. sometimes, i'm just simply not aware that my actions would hurt others..