catch me if you can

honestly, even though i'm like studying, i'm not really studying. get what i mean? i'm holding my notes and reading them, but i'm really understanding less than 10% of what i'm reading. ask me again 10 mins later what i've studied, i think i'll have difficulty answering you.

skipped my jap tutorial again this morning. i looked out of the window, thought it was raining (it's really only the haze, i realised to my disappointment when i woke up..), and went back to dreamland.

microbio test is in 3 hours' time, and even though i've been studying the whole of yesterday, i feel ill prepared.

i've decided, it's not that i've been too preoccupied, or that i've no time; i'm just simply not there anymore.