i was blind

i'm not an analytical person. when presented with a variety of choices, i dont do comparions, dont take into account the competition, dont analyse the hurdles nor consequences ahead.... i simply go with my feelings... i'm simply just do whatever that feels right for me...

dont they always say..you should just follow your heart?

if any things were as simple as that... perhaps i'm really just a very simple person. i dont really give much thought into situations, so long as the 'feeling is right'.

so when someone starts unloading a whole truckload of information to me, i suddenly feel...lost. it's as if...i was running in the jungle..directionless, and all of a sudden, someone comes along and asks me,"do you know where you're running to?".

it's true..whatever she said made a whole lot of sense. i supposed i've always known, just that i never took the time to stop and ask myself the same questions, though deep down inside, i've always known that something is wrong with the way i'm handling my life.

she is right, i'm in desperate need of a magnifying glass, to focus and burn.



i need to think, think and thinnnk!!!! sigh it's so tough being a human. there are so many things to think about.

why cant i just be like everyone else? a normal 21 yr old student...

stressed, tired, and jaded, before i have even taken any step.

how pathetic.

but yea..when all else goes wrong..just smile..right? :)