bye bye exams..

want or need, need or want..is it really a case between 2 wants? it is not so in my opinion. the pool session is a 'need'. if i dont go for it..i am likely to endanger my own life when i go diving! whereas for the briefing, i am sure i can get the gist of it from my fellow team mates. of course it wouldnt be the same as being present to listen to what he has got say, but i'm sure i wouldnt miss that much.

whatever. what saddened me really was that..how could that be used as an indicator on how seriously i take the entire expedition...? how on earth is that justified....?

i really dont wanna say more.

anyway. hooray! goodbye to exams, and welcome holidays! and many exciting things to come..

actually the previous few days havent exactly felt like i was having exams. been going out too much, and i have lost the zest for studying too long ago. it was becoming a case like: i am merely studying for the sake of studying; i dont really care how well i do.

doesnt matter now. i can dream all i like now.

went for another casting on tues evening. for 2 ads, a property and a spa one. when i saw some of the girls who were there for casting as well, i was like whoa, why did i even bother to come. haha. there were 3 angmohs. not spectacularly stunning, but angmohs being angmohs, they have really nice sharp features. very tall and lean, dressed casual but still somehow managed to like they just walk out from a photo shoot. there was this other girl i think was from elite too, since she looked familiar from the previous casting i went to. she didnt really dress up, just plain jeans and slippers. but she has this exotic look, likely to be a mixed blood, probably eurasian. time was crawling and it was freezing cold in the office. i waited a whole 1 hour odd for my turn! started chatting with this girl whose father is a cambodian chinese and mum a french. she lived in france and has been modelling there for 2 yrs. moved to sg recently to work as PR in a hotel. aint that cool?? and she is really gorgeous! haha i was thinking, this girl has got it all man. looks and career.

plain old me. a stalk of grass in a plot of roses.

sigh.

had my first diving theory class today. honestly, diving sounds like a really dangerous and scary affair. i have a hundred and one fears in me, as you can tell, i am quite a pussy cat haha. especially after sean started feeding me on stories of how he almost drowned when he went diving last yr. grrr. ignorance is bliss!!! oh well but a girl has to do what a girl has to do ya..have to keep on trying new stuff..if not..what is the point of living? hah.

terence suggested going to thailand! partner, organise leh, i wanna go! hehe aiya but we always say say only..things rarely materialised..mm..