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should be studying for my paper tmr, but i'm really feeling EXTREMELY bored. :( i'm already in the i-dont-really-give-a-damn mood.

met up with kenny, shiyuet, joel and joel's gf last night. well it was supposedly just the few of us, meeting up for dinner, or so i thought. turned out joel's bro was there as well, together with his whole bunch of guy friends.

kenny picked me up at 6.45pm, drove to marina square in his big mers, circled around the packed to the max car park for 20 mins, and ended up having to pay $2 for just circling around the car park. it's really dumb. why cant they just tell us the car park is full before we enter?? anyway due to kenny's excellent direction skills, we ended up in the SAME car park again but entering from another entrance. *groan* in the end, he parked at milenia walk car park where we managed to find a lot the minute we entered.

FINALly we reached carl junior where joel and the guys were. and great, he made us stand for 10 mins because there werent any seats available. sigh. the worse thing is none of the guys at the table offered to find seats for us, or give up their seats (after all, all of them were done with eating). am i expecting too much? *shrugs* still, amongst the 8-10 of them, none of them took the initiative..how UNGENTLEMANLY. ok. so maybe i'm just being a bit narrow. hah.

so after getting 'abandoned', kenny, shiyuet and i had our dinner at long john (go all the way to marina square to eat long john, sigh). joel and gf came after a while, talked a little, and off to cuppage sunlight plaza where the guys were singing ktv. anyway nothing eventful, we got there, the guys were happily singing away, kenny, shuyuet and i were bored so we left after like..15 mins.

all in all..it was..ok..actually a little disappointing..but still..it was an ok night. :)

me and kenny talked about a lot of things. it just make me realised how much everyone have grown. 5 yrs back, would we have talked about our futures, our wealth, the society, the world, the people around us, our loved ones, with the same perspectives as we did now? the fact is, we have all grown up and matured. we look further, think further, pry deeper into things and people. life is no longer just about playing and enjoying the moment. it's about securing a job, stability, the ability to provide and fulfill your material wants. it's about money, success, degree and status. it's about practicality and survival.

sometimes i wish i was just young and immature. then i wouldnt have to think so much.