simply that

havent been home the entire weekend, feel kind of bad about it.. miss my mum, my dad and my dear sister. she is taking her exams this week..wonder how she is doing.. tay yichun!! you better study hard and not disappoint us!!

hmm let me recall what i've been doing this weekend. had lunch with andre on sat afternoon. eh andre, can i just say sth.. i think you look better wearing what you wore on sat than what you normally wear..which is..hmm shirt and jeans? ahaha.. it seemed to attenuate your actual bulk hehehe.. ok weird comment i know. just feel like saying. and i'm sorry my room was so dusty that it made you sneezed incessantly.

dinner with shoonie.. hey dear i never said this cos i feel i am not in the position to make judgements. but just a gut feeling..he doesnt make me feel that he was being a hypocrite. maybe he has his own reasons? or maybe he just made a mistake... everyone makes mistakes, right? anyway it was enjoyable... the evening was perpetuated with smiles, laughter, jokes and small talk.. dinner was especially delightful cos everyone looked so happy.. :)

made me wish that there are more of such gatherings in my family.. when was the last time my family had dinner together? all of us at one table? hmm..chinese new year?? oh brother brother.. come back soon..

absence really does make the heart grow fonder.

caught the 40 year old virgin last night. it was hilarious. if you're stressed out and is desperately in need of some laughs to maintain your sanity, watching this show is highly recommandable.

i find it weird how small little things that people do for me can actually touched me so much. like how terence and chee keong always buy spinelli coffee for me during the lect break even though i've never asked them to, and when i was the one who said time and again that i would treat them to that... thanks guys. :)

and jas.. yes yes i wont nag at you. what can i say.. i think after knowing you for so long, i've already exhausted my list of advice, and you probably have no difficulty guessing what i would say. so..what can i say?? haiz we've both been through ups and downs, lows and highs, you know there's nothing that cannot be conquered, no tears that wont dry, no wounds that wont heal, nothing that time cannot cure.. just have some faith in yourself, in your life, and the him who is still out there waiting for you. CHEER UP MY DEAR FRIEND!

and lastly..i'm happy because of you.

i feel like i'm lying on a patch of eternal grassland that stretches for miles and miles,
engulfed by the azure sky,
eyes closed,
listening to the seemingly non existence whispers of nature,
and feeling the brush of soft winds gently caressing my bare skin.

just..simply that.
as simple as that.
plain contentment.
peace.