optimism

optimism. i think it's the most important quality you have to have in life. i think if i wasnt a person as optimistic as i think i am, i would have died of disappointment by now. there were many times which i failed to get something i really want, but nobody really knows how disappointed i was because i hid my feelings. which is ideal, cos i hid it precisely so that no one would think that i'm sad, and come forward to comfrot me. i think i'm my own best consoler. ok maybe not all the time lar, but most of the times, there seemed to be two people inside me. one dying, the other telling me to buck up and that things are never as bad as i make them out to be. one at pit bottom, the other showed the light admist the darkness.