unreasonable demands..

am i not understanding? am i unreasonable? am i ridiculous? petty? i never thought i was all of that. i've always prided myself as someone who looks at the big picture, who see things from a logical and rational point of view, and not clouded by my own overwhelming emotions. i have my unreasonable moments, who doesnt..esp when hormones are on their full rage.. but there's no excuse.. when i'm unreasonable, and i realise i'm being stupid, i think i do have the sense to swallow my pride and apologise. but am i always wrong.. will ya put yourself in my shoe sometimes..

i do give in, dont i.. a friend of mine once said,"it's always like that, sometimes you feel as if you're giving in but the other party doesnt think so." another one said,"sometimes the other party is giving in, just that you realise it." so which side of the river am i stepping on now? dont i make effort to make up when you're angry.. dont i have the right be angry too.. or am i just being ridiculous and petty and uncaring.. all over again..

i'm just a girl.. so tell me which girl on earth wont like to have someone to placate her once in a while..

i've this phobia, that when the going gets tough, one party just want to take the easy way out and back off..