Friday, April 08, 2005

emotional emotions

listening to this really romantic song on 933 now.. dont know the title.. think it's by zhang guo rong? anyway.. it just triggered certain emotions in me.. thinking abt what me and liwern talked abt on our way back.. abt how much things have changed since we knew each other. how complicated our lives have became. how shocked i was at the start when she told me she really loved her bf.. i was like.. "huh really??" dropped jaw. because i didnt believe that anyone could really really be in love.. because at that time.. i wasnt in love...

n then i got tgr w jt.. then she broke up with justin.. then she.. ok dun think it's appropriate to say what is going on in her life.. but oh well her life became more complicated.. i was in love.. n then all of a sudden i was out of love again.. back to where i was at the beginning.. n then life still didnt simplify..

so many things have changed.. heart breaks, tears shed.. anyway now both of us are out of love.. wondering when our prince charmings will come n sweep us off our feet again.. n we both agree that it wont be anytime soon. it's the post break up syndrome. even if someone dashing comes along, we just cant, wont..feel anything...

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