confused little girl..

there are a lot of things i'm confused about...been thinking about my career options these days. this is the first time i give my future a serious thought. it's not that i've never though about them before, but merely i always shrug in away in the end..cos i really dont know..

sean and terence told me to be air stewardess. ok they seem to think that's the best option for me, judging from my character.

i am thinking of transfering to psychology, cos life sciences is really too boring for me. it's not about the difficulty level..it's basically just..i have NO interest in it.. during labs, people would like to ask questions, find out what is this and what is that.. i'm just.. stoning somewhere.. cos i cant be bothered, and i dun really want to know as well. this is not the way it should be! i'm already in uni! i should be studying i like, and enjoy..

i dont know whether psychology is right..but i know life sciences is definitely wrong. i dun think any of my friends can imagine me working in a lab in future!! it's just so not me! i'll be bored to death.. but on the other hand.. i am always bored.

dilemma.

things to consider if i transfer:
1. i might waste a yr
2. waste money - school fees + accomodation
3. if i want to be a psychologist in future, i need to do my masters abroad. can my parents afford it? i can get a scholarship..but that's IF i get it..n i wont know until 3 yrs later.
4. what if i dun like psy as well???

and i could just be good, stay in life sciences, complete my 3 yrs here, graduate with a degree and do something totally unrelated. you never know where life will bring you right..

sigh. i need some directions.. :(

i know i should just concentrate on my studies for now since exams are just around the corner. but it's hard for me to stop thinking about it now...n other stuff as well..