30 mins to dp supper.. i havent touched work today..again..haiz..so what is new?

clubbing on wed was not bad.. met ailing, jt's 7 yrs ex gf and one of his ex flings. hmm feelings? sad? nah.. bitterness? nope.. jealousy? hmm..maybe.. actually i just felt a little.. weird.. like these girls have been through so much with the person i'm with.. n i'm merely with him for only 2 weeks? like..singapore as compared to..china?? haha what a lousy analogy. singapore might be young, but it should become really properous right?? haha.. whatever lar..!

girl ah, sometimes i think i should stop being so absorbed in my own world. i still have friends! should start giving them a bit more attention. sorry andre! for not replying ur sms.. zx! for missing your dancetitude.. sorry.. :(

yesterday passed real fast. sleep. fetch his grandma. me use msn, he sleep. go uncle james's place. do facial for fabian. home sweet home. uneventful. but..i'm happy! i'm happy as long as you're with me.. :)

today..came back hall. ate lunch w liwern. went changi beach for lab. eat dinner w liwern. pei whiston eat n su ku. here now. blog.

aiyo why my life so boring now.

jt said i shouldnt place so much emphasis on my work.. he said if it's successful, it'll be a bonus, if it's not, then it's ok.. at least i've learnt. i agree.. but i cant seem to take it easy.. because when i want sth, i go all out to get it..single mindedly..until i lose interest that is.. let's hope this time it wont burn out so fast.. i want to do something right.. for once..