Saturday, November 27, 2004

x'mas lights

it feels good to know that time is in your hands. there is no pangs of guilt threatening me if i don't study. i can listen to radio and mp3s without worrying about them distracting me from my work. i can do anything i wannt... but anything i want..is nothing..haha..nothing.. okok it's a beautiful sunny saturday afternoon. i'm in hall. a bit loseristic huh, to be doing nothing on a saturday afternoon. but i take comfort in knowing that this is what i chose, and not a matter of circumstances. frankly, i have no desire to do anything. watch movies? shopping? clubbing? lazy.. boring.. broke.. sometimes i think i go out so i won't seem so loseristic and unhappening. haha. the christmas lights in town are pretty. if only it's snowing..everyone dressed in warm trench coats, cutie little snow caps, roads and topless trees covered in white, cool air caressing your face..walking down hand in hand with your loved one...admiring those lights..

you know, anything can look beautiful, so long as you are with the right person.

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