I flip through those frozen pictures of memories
Image after image, evidence of our happiness
Evidence that once upon a time, when there were no doubts to speak of
No questions about the future reverberating in my head
I find the familiar ache coming back
The moist feeling springing inside my eyes
But I've got to get a grip
And believe that this will all pass through

Am I going to give up without a fight?
Is he giving up without a fight?
What to make of those years that have passed?
What to make of those smiles in the photos?

Isnt this what you wanted?

and there's a dull aching in my heart

that just wont go away

every time i look back

at the passage of memories

i just want to weep and weep and weep

First Post for 2012 - Way overdue!

First post for 2012! With a blink of an eye, 4 months have passed me by. Spring is almost gone and summer beckons. A quarter of a year is DONE DEAL.

I wanted to write more religiously since India, but dont seem to be keeping to my word. It's tough to keep track of life. It's tough to remember that you have to REMIND yourself that every day is precious and to make the best out of it. You just kind of do what you always do and let slip...

Something I read from an email sent by this guy from one of the Project Angel groups

Letting go is painful, but not letting go is more painful.

Controlling your anger hurts you, but not controlling your anger hurts others.

Forgiving is forgetting, and forgetting is forgiving.