my sister's keeper has got to be one of the most heartbreaking show i've ever watched in my life.

dont you feel lucky just to be born with 10 intact fingers and toes?

i feel blessed just to be alive.

no money? no career? no car? no looks?

they only matter if you're healthy.

never knew eating could be such a chore!

Things are slightly better than before now. i'm starting to realise how everything seems so much lighter now when i have learnt how to let go. nothing is fair in life - that's a fact. someone might get more chocolates than you, but if you really think about it carefully, you probably had more strawberries. frankly, it serves no purpose counting those lost chocolates that you thought were rightfully yours. what's lost is lost - brooding backfires and decreases productivity. look forward. you might have taken a longer route, but you turned out just fine.

in life, you got to lose some, in order to win some - you cant have best of everything. you cant visit the pyramids, and expect to climb mount fuji at the same time. exactly what i've been trying to do, and hence the reason why i'm still stuck at the first few steps for both.

the bf is right. you're who you think you are. if you think you're a superman, then you can fly. if you think you're a chicken, then be prepared to get slaughtered.

it's time to rise up to the occasion.

you're better than that.

got to keep on believing.

a mother's love

the fundatmentals for one's existence is purpose.

this must be the reason why there are so many suicides in this world.

human beings cant live without a purpose.

i remember a period in my teenage years when i was constantly in a state of depression, searching for my sense of identity.

i didnt know what i was living for.

i'm in a similar state now, albeit in a different context.

i'm tired of seeing everything, but not doing anything.

i want to know what i am supposed to do and know how i'm supposed to contribute.

come to think of it, the root of the problem lies in the lack of fulfillment, the lack of self-satisfaction and hence resulting in a lack of motivation.

this has to be rectified.

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on another note, just being random, thought of something my colleague mentioned the other day:

i never knew my husband has the capacity to love a person so much, until we had my son.

i'm curious. is anyone really capable of loving someone so much, whole heartedly, unconditionally?

would i feel the same way, when i become a mother?

would it only happen, when i become a mother?

do all mothers feel the same?

does the love for your children, surpass any other sort of love that exist?

wouldnt it be tragic, if someone live through life, without ever knowing what love truly is.

congratulations myy besstieee!!!

it's heart warming to think about the ups and downs i've been through with you, and now finally, you've reached the finishing line.

i have always known that YOUR day will come sooner than mine.

anyway am soo happy that you have found your happiness. WHEE!