high on champagne and wine

was out with the life science people last night. it was a rather last minute decision cos lenny only frantically announced that she needed some 'air' at..9 plus odd? and it took almost an hour for us to decide where we should head out to chill. almost fainted with exasperation..whilst we also have to convince mr ck to join us instead of rotting at home which he so wanted to. quoting lenny, "3 is no good, the middle one will die." hahaha wonder where that came from! so after much persuasion..yay the vip finally agreed!

the party only started at around 11.30pm. we chilled and bitched at alleybar, getting high on white wine first followed by champagne, except for ck, who had a FRUIT PUNCH. hahah ok he claimed he had to drive...therefore forgiven...yes forgiven, afterall who else would send us back?

the photowhoring begins...

my lesbian partner: i've got good taste! :p


the spastic boys

amongst us:
1 happily attached..guess who?? haha..
1 who just got attached: you have my blessings!
1 who just broke up: you're better off like that..it's not nice to leave anything behind, especially when you dont even know where it's heading..
1 who is on the verge of a serious break up: dont give up easily, if you think there's still hope. try, and if it fails, at least you can say that you've tried...

btw the previous post was inspired from the taiwanese drama i was watching..the devil's beside you? er mo zai sheng bian...starring yang chen ling. the 2 episodes got me weeping buckets man haha..sentimental...! there is notthhhinnngggg wrrronng with me, may i emphasize, thanks to those who expressed their concern.

oceans apart, day after day..

when a couple is going to be tore apart, be it by distance or other factors, like when one party is going abroad to study, or migrating..they have to make a decision..whether to continue holding on to the love, or giving it up.. perhaps one can deem it as selfish to ask the other party to wait for you.. how much sacrifices one has to make to hold on to something as intangible as a lover miles away..you cant touch, you cant feel...who is going to be there when you're down or depressed? who is going to keep you company during lonely nights?

yeah..so you might think it's selfish to ask your partner to wait for you. perhaps it's a much wiser..and selfless decision to just let him go..to grant him the total freedom to do whatever he likes..to have fun without any pangs of guilt, to let him grab hold of whatever happiness that might wriggle its way to his heart...

how heroic, how noble.

but sometimes while you think you're doing the right thing for both of you..you forget to ask what the other party wants. perhaps all she really wants is to hear you say,"wait for me..i'll come back to you one day."

i used to wonder how anyone can like a person for years. you mean years have passed and you havent met anyone who can replace him in your heart? you still love him just as much even though you barely see or talk to him? amazing. but i do believe now..i believe that love can go a long, long way...oceans apart, years apart...as long as you're sure...

where to go?

zouked last night with sarah and manda. sorry girls! i was trouble, eh? i got my punishment..spent today recuperating at home, trying to get rid of the pukish feeling in my stomach.

me and the girls at vivoctiy last fri..think zhao qi is back at cambridge already..and teresa back in med sch, whereas me and sarah are still enjoying the last few days of our hols.


my 2nd punishment: bruises and some abrasion on the knee

he said i'm trying to protect myself too much. there seemed to be some truth in that. i'm so afraid of failure that i dont have the guts to push myself. i've built a pigeon hole for myself and hide inside, hoping for some survior who would come along, take notice of me and drag me out. but i never thought about having the courage to step out of the hole myself, or at least what i'm doing isnt enough. too laid back he said, the lack of drive is the root of the problem. how many times have i given up?

upgrading, bringing up the value, act it to be it, sacrifices...honestly it was all a little too much for me to handle. so many questions but no answers, so many doubts, so much uncertainty, so..directionless...just how on earth do i begin on something i cant see the end to?

get a grip, girl.

my results disappointed my parents. cant say i wasnt affected at all, but hey, i understand the logic, you reap what you sow. obviously with the amount of effort i've put in this sem, i deserve those grades. sigh but i didnt mean to let them down. i never thought that studying was for anyone else other than myself. they are MY grades, for MY future. but for the first time today, it came across to me that pershaps before i decide to flunk my exams, i should have given a thought about how they would feel when they see my grades. alrighty, gotta work harder this sem! whether or not i decide to venture into any areas that require my life sci degree in future, i think i owe it to my responsibility as a student to get some decent results. i CAN study, i know i can..

was watching ah wang today. i've made it a routine to watch ah wang on channel 55 every afternoon while munching my lunch, before heading out, or yan zhi shui fen if i wake up earlier. haha..wonder how i'm going to keep up with all these waking up in the late mornings when sch starts. anyway as i was saying, was watching ah wang today, and something that xuan xuan aka little wife said stuck. jian jian dan dan de sheng huo ye shi neng gou heng xin fu de!

my birthday treat

dearie brought me to equinox at swiss hotel on my birthday. thank you so much dearest for the lovely dinnerr...i love ya! :)


bread for starters


our food: scallops for appetitiser, my baked cod and dearie's..what was it again? grilled beef? the food was delicious!


happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me!



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the view from the top..that's boat quay!


esplanade


private dining..nice eh??


my new guess bag!


complimentary photo from the equinox team

my first birthday pressie

bro bought this burberry wallet from hongkong! thhhannnkkk yoouuu sooo muchhiee! away with all the fake diors and guccis wallets i have...haha..:)

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to yiming....
happy birthday to me!

thanks to all the wishes that i've gotten from friends! :)

01.01.2007....

happy new year everyone!

i hope 2007 is gonna be a good year for all of us.

to all who has actually seen me on the tiger live ad, this was what i was wearing that day. not much clarity here cos i still didnt have my camera at that time. the white outfit was supposed to match with the suppeeerrr iccceee coollldddd tiger beer that they were promoting.

okay just for interest sake..cos it's 3am and i'm bored and i still dont feel like going to bed. bahz.

gosh, i'm going to be 22 in 3 days' time - the oldest '85 baby as usual.

hmm..no feeling at all...

it's gonna be a quiet birthday.

and one day..everything will cease being important to me. i can imagine how good it'll feel not having to care so much.

our little outing

the science pageant gathering we had on wed turned out to have...


only 4 people in attendance! from left: sean, wenyan, terence and me!


sean was fashionably late, caught in a jam along cte, so the three of us who met first made our way to paragon first. and after examining the lengths of queues at different restaurants, finally set our mind to have dinner at the soup restaurant. terence and wenyan deciding what to order..well i leave such things for the guys to decide. food has never been a major issue with me.


sean and terence.

after dinner, at wenyan's recommendation, we went to this pub called baa baa black sheep at...little india..okok at first we were all like huh??? little india...?? erm...but he further reassured us that the place was nice and cosy and we would like it...and so since we trust him...

we went ahead..

upon arrival of the place, true enough, the place turned out to be lovely. it was all cushiony and big comfy sofa like seats, soft lightings and romantic ambience. perfect for chilling.



4 hoegardens and my margarita that tasted...eeeeeeeeks! like seawater.. lucky terence was kind enough to trade drinks with me. hehe..

though attendence was poor, all of us agreed that numbers arent important, just a few of us would do. and we had a fine time, catching up on each other's life, remininscing, bitching about the future. people in life science still understand each other the best...

and thereafter, i zouked, and met tonnes of people!


left: me and alvin. right: my ex rj classmate weiliang who just came back from the duke. didnt i meet you last week at zouk too??

and i also met....

..mark huang, who hurled vulgarities at me everrrrrytime he sees me. a few months in melbourne hasnt changed you at all!

..youjin, whom i just bumped into at paragon last week too, and gave me a box of royce white chocolates as xmas pressie. how sweett!! :)

..dennis, who kindly informed me that andre teo was at zouk too. thattt guuuyy...go zouk and didnt calll meee....grrrr...

..kenneth! who just arrived at singapore from nyu a few days ago. meeting up next week.

..daming, my hall pal..nice seeing him after so long. it's a small world out there, alvin and him were actually school mates in ajc.

..peggy, whom i just found out is from the same hall as alvin. small world again...

..sis's friend..what is the world coming to..how did 17 yr olds managed to get into zouk??

hmm did i miss out anyone? lala..time to head out.

Fotoblog!

went for my agency's tea at the oriental hotel yesterday. it's pretty girls galore!

introducing the babes...

left: sherlyn, me and kyi; right: cheryl


left: annling; right:julie


left: cherlyn; right: my proud trophy! one of the top 10 models in the agency..whee~

better start bribing me now if you wanna know any of them...:P


more pics of my fav dog, casper. taking photos of him has proven to be addictive! isnt he cuteeee??? casper, the spiderman...


me in jan issue of maxim..


me in autocar mag..can you spot me??

the swimwear feature on funkygrad is up! can spot me at http://www.funkygrad.com/lifestyle/displayarticle.php?artID=869&subcat=wear


the pendant i got from rachel during gift exchange. i love pressies..:)

last but not least, the christmas pressie that dearie brought back from kl. thank you dearie. sooo sweet of you!! :)

merry christmas eve!

rise and shine! it's christmas's eve! the day still looks bleak. i woke up to the aftermath of a stormy morning. but nothing can spoil today yea..cos it's christmasss evveee!! weather forecast says there will be showers throughout singapore though...i think i'm gonna avoid all the crowded places in singapore today. :)

anyway just to add on to yesterday's post, i watched charlotte's web. sorry to say i havent read the book before, although everrryoonnne seemed to have to read it during their childhood days. i was stuck with enid blyton and sweet valley highs and nancy drews and my lit book was to kill a mockingbird and..the merchant of venice. movie was pretty good and heart warming. realistic enough - you got to hand it to technology to create animated animals. and it's interesting enough to keep one entertained, not too dull unlike a lot of children's movies.

wished i've had read the book though..in my opinion, books are ALWAYS better than the movies version, cos it leaves room for imagination... just look at harry potter, the davinci code, lord of the rings (which i only managed to read a few chapters of hhehee..)....oh and the devil wears prada too. but the good part about the movie version of the devil is that...we got to see all the designer goods in real! hheee..

ok signing off here for now..

my pictures speak

dont really feel like blogging..so here are just some pictures i've taken since i've gotten my cam.

my boy and our fav kitty, muffin, who has recently moved to a new foreign place, dearie's cousin's place, and still having difficulty adjusting to life in a big house. no more roaming around the dark corners and corridors in halls..

my recent buys: a brand new bikini, again!! i think i have like...7 sets of bikinis already? i only bought it cos i have a $50 voucher.. new heels from novo! been buying an awfully lot of things recently..time to cut down on my spending.

my fav dog, casper..isnt he adorable?

licking his nose

devoted man utd fan: where is my owner?

christmas lights at suntec

it's christmas..but why do i feel not very christmasy at all? sigh..

i finally bought myself a brand new camera!! :) time to start snapping away...


zouk last night with ck, ter, ant and gang last night was fun. some highlights of the night: ter drinking 16 apple shooters! haha ant bought 40 to share among us and we just kept taking turns to toast. i think my alcohol tolerance has improved..i drank a few shooters, a glass of rum + orange, a bottle of corona, a flaming, some long island tea, some luminous blue-ish drink...what is it called again ck? haha..wasnt very very high, just a tipsy enough to dance and enjoy. met some people there as usual..zouk on wednedays is always like an unofficial gathering for friends. met some of my ex rj friends.

slept only at 6am and woke up around 11am. feeling tired, tired, tirrreeed!!!! and sick too..must be the walk in the rain last night......

and yes..i've been spotted on tv..the tiger live ad yea? i just caught it on tv today and i was like...oh man..i look terrible haha..though the shot lasted probably only for 0.8 secs, like what my bro said, it was pretty clear that was me cos they close up on my face! urps....

so freaking upset with myself now. GRRR. gRRRR. gggggrrrRRRrRr. can i please throw books at someone?